hey so i guess i have a life now as a real functioning adult. so perhaps this is goodbye for now


let’s be facebook friends or you can follow me on twitter at @dadehaaned so yeah 


fuck anyone who is slutshaming any female for taking nudes, regardless of their fame. if i wanna take naked pictures of myself and send it someone i trust, how the fuck is it my fault if they break my trust by showing them around? obviously i trusted them enough with them and i’m not the fucking piece of shit. THAT PERSON IS.


If you defend a guy for his nudes getting leaked (“aw it’s okay we still love you1!1!1!!!”) but then shame a girl for her nudes getting leaked (“what a slut she shouldn’t have taken them in the first place!!1!1!!!”) I hope you step on many lego pieces at once.

so i think there is chance i might just delete my blog and come back at a later time.

idk i am now full time at work and spend about 95% of my time there so who knows

Natalie Dormer does The ALS Ice Bucket Challenge (x)

i have such a cute new sidebar. :D

How did you meet Ricky? What is he like? (I hope this isn't too personal)

No, it’s not too personal. Well - I was hanging out with this girl Peyton back when I got kicked out of my parents house and she was staying at this house called 422. I had to pick her up one day for some reason, to go to Rockford or something, idk. Anyways - that was the first time I ever saw him. I didn’t really say anything to him as I never really noticed anyone in the room. The next time I saw him was at a party when he gave me a beer and kinda jetted off. After that, he ended up starting to work at Applebee’s and we started carpooling together since I worked there at the time. We got to know each other but refused to acknowledge the fact that we liked each other. D: Eventually our old roommate Joe had to get us drunk to confess our mutually liking of one another. After that - the rest is history. I’ve been with him for almost two years.

Ricky is the sweetest guy ever. And I’m not just saying that because I’m in love with him. He is a great friend to everyone he meets and he’s very personable and friendly and an overall great guy to be around. He has been my anchor and rock through the roughest of times and I am glad to call him in the love of my life. He is the one person who has pushed me to go back to school and pursue my dreams and he is very very supportive. Ricky is the best. 

oops turned into a huge story but yeah - i love him a lot.

August 27  ♥  1 note


have you ever just looked at someone and thought, my fucking god i adore you. i adore every goddamn ounce. i adore your bones and your soul. but I’m a loser, who just doesn’t wanna lose you. i can lose fucking everything, but not you. oh god. not you.


FDTD MEME: [1/6 quotes]

“This is what I’m talking about, Seth, you fail to apply yourself.”

im feeling better.

i’ve been watching from dusk till dawn and it’s such a good show


well i essentially had a mental breakdown at work so that was fucking fun. i cried in front of my managers because she just fucking yelled at me for 45 minutes about how this is why they dont want me in the kitchen and how im inept at my job and i need to listen more and i just broke down. i had a panic attack in front of my mom and she just kept yelling at me to calm down and that made it worse and i couldnt breathe and im so exhausted and all i wanna do is cry but i have no more tears physically left in my body and ive been working so hard on my coping skills but apparently i fucking suck and i hate myself so much because they all think im crazy and i just cant fucking do anything right

i hate myself so so so so much right now and i have no here at all to help me and i wish ricky was here because he knows what to do and im so fucking worthless i worked 15 hours today because they asked me to and i guess i cant even fucking do my job right. fuck me right?? i hate everything

August 25  ♥  1 note

where is "We fell asleep most nights with each other’s blood on our tongues,
My love
Did you ever just have enough" from? it was a caption for an edit you made of dane dehaan and natalie dormer

it’s a song called the blues, mary by brian fallon! it’s a super super good song.

August 25  ♥  4 notes


dark horse over partition?